i am listening to the record
"Art of Noise".
its a great one.
very techno
but good techno
not like bad modern techno.
lately,
i've been
feeling completely
detached from the world that surrounds me.
i laugh along with my friends,
i work hard on my classwork,
i sit and listen to my teacher's words.
but i feel as though
i'm a ghost
that's just there.
looking in on the world.
no influence,
no feeling toward anything.
i'm probably losing my mind.
most likely.
my scribbles in my notebook
are becoming even more
insane
sporadic
and angsty.
i wish i could be in school
studying things i actually want to learn.
i want to learn about
the english language,
religion,
human behavior,
art,
society,
myself.
why has society become such a
"live-for-yourself" prospect?
i've always firmly believed that
self discovery is
one of the most important principles in life.
so why do we not get the time for it?
instead,
numbers
essays
and problems
are smashed into our minds,
and made to calculate.
i'm bored with it.
it's time to wander.
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Picture of the Day
this is on my christmas list.
a latex horse mask
off ebay.
i'm getting it,
whose walking around
southside with me wearing it?
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