Hums & Violin

right now
i'm listening to
the 
les miserables 25th anniversary show.
i am in love with it.


today was a good day.
day 1's are always good days at school.
i've been falling out of the universe a lot lately.
aka
daydreaming.
i'm okay.
i'm always okay.


i wish it wasn't cold
or winter.
my feet are always so cold
and i hate bundling up.
stupid seasons.
i want my summer back
so that i can feel the grass beneath my feet again.
but with winter comes baking.
it's easier to bake in the winter.
time to crack out those
creme brulees
fruit tarts
madeleines. 
what should i try making this year?


it doesn't feel like thursday.
i was re-reading 
my last post
and realized how 
easily misunderstood it can be.
i'm not sad.
i'm not freaking out.
i mean maybe a bit freaking out.
maybe its more of a madness.
madness and sadness are two very different things.
my madness is just my mind going hay-wire. 
but its just school.
thats it.
otherwise 
i'm alright with everything.
especially with friends.
lately,
there's been a lot
of harmony in my social life.


i decided i want
to go to college
for english education
and a minor in journalism.
i want to teach english in foreign countries
or become a teacher here.
because i want to be a better
teacher than the ones i've had and have.
like mrs. hustwit.


for a long time,
i was told that i would make a great therapist.
yeah
i guess i would,
but every therapist needs a therapist,
and i would just lose my sanity.
but i love listening to others.
you all make me happy. 


thanks friends 
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Picture of the Day

Even if you hurt the feelings of others 

you must be able to accept that pain.

so cherish what you really want

and run to the sky